...ahsdjk.

It's been a while.

This is just me being silly. But here we go.

My biggest fear about the Independent Studies was, well, being alone.

I've lost count of how many friends I've lost because of being the "Jesus Girl now." I mean, Obviously they weren't really my friends in the first place, but it still hurts. Its a total 180' from what the last 3 years of my life were like. I know Im not alone, I have God, thank goodness.

Its just hard feeling like you're losing people you care about, when they state clearly they don't care about you, because of what you believe.

BUT : God has really come through. He's provided some new people, ones that love HIM. Its a real change, and it scares me because I don't want to lose them, too. ashdkjas.

One of the people He's blessed me with is Lauren Schlademan. I absolutely LOVE her, even though she takes advantage of my ticklishness and all. We have a total blast together, I personally don't understand how she puts up with me. But I'm so glad she does, so I can call her one of my best friends :]