2009-2010 School Year.

Goodbye McLean High School.

I have no idea how I feel about it, one day I'm so excited to start over, get a job - working full time, being able to pay for my own things, save to get a car, graduate early, move forward in my life.

Then other days, I don't know if my heart wants to grow up. I have commitments now, things I cant play around with anymore. It isn't just a 'good time' or a 'fun saturday night', I have to deal with its my car payment, Its my freedom with my parents, its the next few years of my life, its work every day, its school work to the max.

Basically, Im scared of being left behind. Im scared on being alone. I know public school, some people leave, and everyone moves on. I feel like doing these independent studies, I'll be alone all the time, I won't be able to see the friends I had at McLean. Its a brand new environment, something totally unknown.

Im diving in.