hold my hand

So Today, a song was stuck in my head but I couldn't seem to figure out what it was called. My little brother was on the Computer and that song came on. I immediately asked him what the name was. Most of you probably know this song, but Here are the lyrics:

Your baby blues

So full of wonder

Your curly cues

Your contagious smile

And as I watch

You start to grow up

All I can do is hold you tight

Knowing clouds will rage

And storms will race in

But you will be safe in my arms

Rains will pour down

Waves will crash all around

But you will be safe in my arms

Story books full of fairy tales

Of kings and queens and the bluest skies

My heart is torn just in knowing

You'll someday see the truth from lies

Knowing clouds will rage

And storms will race in

But you will be safe in my arms

Rains will pour down

Waves will crash all around

But you will be safe in my arms

Castles they might crumble

Dreams may not come true

But you are never all alone

Because I will always

Always love you

Knowing clouds will rage

And storms will race in

But you will be safe in my arms

Rains will pour down

Waves will crash all around

But you will be safe in my arms.

Over the Last few days, I wanted to forget this. I wanted to go back to the way I was living, I don't really know why, but I did. I made some mistakes, I had a 'good time.' But afterwards, I just sat in my house, and felt like I was emotionally going to explode. I just wanted to run away from this place and these people and never look back. I wanted a way out. I felt so horrible, but I did it to myself, again. Then I heard this song. Last night I was talking to Miss Lauren,(: and she gave me some awesome verses. One of my favorites was Luke 22:32

"But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers."

This is the reason Im writing this. I wanted to share with you what I felt when I heard those lyrics.

I felt like a lost little girl, scared and just wanted to get out, run away. Then I hear my daddy. Even though life is a hurricane going on around me, I love that picture, the little girl just totally absent to everything going on around her, because she is so focused on the face and protection on her Father. Even though everything seems crazy and insane, she is content in being held, safe in His arms.

I felt that again, even though everything in my life is raging on around me, storms rolling in, I know that I'm safe in His arms. He knows I'm not perfect, But thats no excuse for a horrible lifestyle. I know when I fail, He Doesnt.